Last night

I spent over an hour writing thee most detailed blog post. ALL the highlights of the semester, all of my secrets, stories of the most interesting people I have come in contact with here, and many many many other things.

blogspot decided to show me up and delete..thee. entire. post.. every last letter.

I kept my cool after throwing myself to the carpet and kicking my legs around like a child.

I will not rewrite it.

welllll maybe on my 11 hour flight home on monday..who knows.

but it was good. 

 I am mad.

I can't stand the new saying people are using "and i'm not even mad about it"

it makes my skin crawl.

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I am changing my life; only few would understand.