:/ don't read this

never thought i'd be put in a situation like today.

never thought I would want music to go awaayyyyy. but stay

never thought I would want a certain someone to go awayyyy. but stay:(

never thought I would want memories to go awayy. but stay with me, forever.

everything.

nothing.

leave me alone. but don't leave me alone.

rough bad rough day.

I think, just maybe, my mind is confused. dazed. playing games. tricking itself.needs to cool off.

i should have wrote this in my journal